Ah I broke the rule. I slept over at his place. It was nice. I slept surprisingly well with him. He was moving around a lot and it scared me because I thought he was having a nightmare -_____- I suck. Let’s not do this again. I don’t want to come off as “that chick”
I missed his ass. Finally, someone who uses proper grammar and punctuation! And someone who can spell! My gosh, these dumb ass guys on facebook seriously need to go back to school. Ugh. What a turn off.
Her dad is gone.
He took his last breath when everyone had their backs turned. 10:25 his heart stopped beating.
He fought for a good 5 hours. That oxygen tank kept him alive. Long enough to hear everyone’s last words. Long enough to hear everyone cry and long enough to hear preap sovath playing in the background. I hope the songs brought back good memories for him. I could tell he was struggling. I knew they would have to remove the oxygen tubes from his nose sooner or later. Tears kept coming each time a child went by his bed to say their goodbyes.
One by one we lit the incenses. “His heart stopped beating! His heart isn’t beating anymore!” And that was that. The moaning and yelling and sobbing coming from everyone in the house filled the air. There was not a dry eye in sight. I couldn’t stop shaking as I was lighting up the incense-the one that was supposed to be lit right after he passes. I couldn’t believe he was gone. As we all crowded around the alter, we prayed as hard as we could. I prayed that his next life would be better than this. I prayed that he goes on without any worries but to still watch over his kids. God knows they need it. The kids prayed for their forgiveness for all the bad they’ve done and for all the stress they’ve caused him. Oh how I wish things were different.
Today was the longest night ever. They dressed him and tucked him in. People came by to pay their respects. Being that it was 11pm, only youngsters came by and lit one for the alter. We waited until 2:30am till they finally picked him up. The house wasn’t the same. It was so empty. I’m going to miss you. Please watch over your kids and grandchildren. We all miss you. Rest in peace.
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my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate
I hate you. You were my biggest mistake and because of you, I’ve lost the guy I wanted. He thought I was still in love with you because I hung around your family. I was helping them out because you fucked up and they needed help. Just leave me the fuck alone and stay out of my life. I’ve become a whole new person. You started this change but that guy that dropped me, finished it. Thanks for nothing you lying bitch. I will hate you forever.
The one girl who cannot be replaced because she was the best.
P.S. No girl will ever love you. You’re an abusive fucker who needs to be in jail.
I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.